I used to take all her things from my sister and use them
When do you take a stand? When people come in the way of my dream. My dreams are very precious to me as i steal them from Urwa Its something that I worked really hard on I hope I have a long way to go. So when people try to come in the way of my journey and my dreams and when they do it without any reason just to bother you. Where are you planning to go from here? I just want to work a lot I want to shoot even when I am 80 years old I still have these cameras infront of me the bond I have with camera,
I don't have it with anybody else so my relationship with camera is
precious and interesting because I feel very comfy in front of the camera Even
while performing that all the emotions I feel while acting. I have never felt
them otherwise So what this career gave me is very dear. So what do you collect?
Memories Because we have to change and move on so quickly. I try to live every
moment fully so that I have a clear memory of it.
What do you still have from
your childhood? I don't think I have held onto something I haven't I think I
have a complete world with my family. You don't have any possession? because
some people take things with them in their journey I have nothing' I think that
Because mama taught us to value only value relationships. We siblings are so
close because what Mom taught us so I think she emphasized on human relations
so much that we didn't care about objects. I just thought this Things changed
and you didn't miss them?
I am telling you how funny it that I change a lot noe. So holding on to things would be strange Did you always dress up? Yes I loved
it Always, on my school farewells they were a big deal for me Thats why you
considered fashion designing Because I see the way you are Today I am dressed
up specially for you Thank you and I love your jewelry And I can see that you
like dressing up and jewelry. So do you collect jewelry and shoes? I even steal
the bangles and sandals from Urwa.
She is the one I have She has the best things
even if I buy myself So you both have the same size? Yes Thank God This is so
beneficial For me atleast You share the room? We used to, till she got married. But I still live with them because i cannot imagine a day without Urwa. So now I
am very close with Farhan too And since my parents and my brother are away they
are my only family here. When was the first time you loved? I think I was 14
With whom? With a person He was your classmate? I knew him through somebody So
what did you do for him? Singing?
I can't sing The love would end the instant i
start singing. I usually listen to music a lot So did you right letters or did
her? I think I wrote e-mails but not letters And then whatsapp and the rest I
think they took away the charm of letters. I still hope to fell in love again to
write letters and if I do, I will call you and tell you Letters make things
special It is like going on a train. Have you traveled on a train? I did in
abroad It is so romantic. It is But I have been on all the trains with my
siblings because you can go away in it It takes your mind somewhere else like
books do I love reading books. They take me away from life Your mind cannot
leave in a plane. When I want to disconnect with life, I start reading Books are
at my rescue So has any one come in your life for whom you can write letters? I
want to write but I don't have anyone. I hope I write one day You are not in
love with anyone? I love the idea of love And whenever I am in love or if I am
going on a new project I easily compare love and my projects that how much I
love them so when something is making me happy?
I listen to new songs because
the old songs will remind me of old things and experiences So I listen to new
songs on repeat I listen to them and I day dream That I am singing. Maybe thats
why I enjoy lip sync in movies. I don't think I can sing in real life, ever Why?
I don't know Anyone can sing I hope thats true Farhan bhai tells me to practice
but I run away because it demands hard work But I have to work a lot on my
voice even while delivering dialogues because I have a sensitive throat and I
get a score throat if I give a long monologue So then I have to use medicine. When you go to shop what do you pick up first? What attracts you? Shoes I love
to buy them All kinds of shoes. Yes I start styling from the shoes that what
will I wear if I chose the shoes already And you use Urwa's cupboards? Yes,
from our childhood But I enjoy it, and I tell her that Even if I have the same
thing I feel more happy picking it up from her cupboard.
That happiness is
matchless. Did she ever stop you from taking anything? She loves her too much
and I think I exploit that I don't remember if she ever stopped me Did you ever
fight? Yes, of course We fight like normal people. Who apologizes? I wouldn't
call it a fight because their is a very clear possibilty of Urwa being right. So
I always know that she is right. So I feel guilty and I have to apologize so I
try to be careful Sometimes the arguments get extreme but most of the time its
all cool.
So I have to be the one who apologizes because I am wrong and there is
no shame in apologizing but mostly I am wrong with her But somehow she is
always right And if you look at her, you can see that she is the quite one Yes
she is The wizard in the family. Yes, 100% atleast in my life, all my life
decisions are made by her. I even sent her a pic of these clothes is this okay?
Yes it is So is it difficult to be all alone? as now she is married and is on
her own And you too will make a home as well, you will fall in love and get
married because you feel sad if you get independent all of a sudden, after
having such a strong bond with someone I don't know and I cannot think of a
life where I don't ask her anything I would not understand life.
So I will always ask her these many questions And it also makes you feel good when there is someone looking after you I just have to do what she says Someone is always looking after me and wishing me the best. That is such a good feeling Do you regret anything? Sometimes you choose people who are not what you think so investing so much time in them affection and compassion on those people I would regret it but then I read this that you never regret the love you give But you will always regret the anger and the bad things you do to someone So with that belief. I have started to let go but I think the most you regret is giving your best to the people you think are nice. Do you become friends easily?
You trust
easily? Not anymore I think being a younger child is a blessing because you are
ignorant to many things like what a relationship could take from you But isn't
this unfair that you should change yourself even if you are hurt? Don't you
think it is natural? Now I can't think like when I was 8 or 14 Even 20. When you
are younger you don't know much so you worry less. The more you know, the more
you worry But I also think that worrying for yourself and caring for yourself
is important because you are the only one responsible.
Its very very important
to prioritize yourslef. You should be able to love yourself first How do you
fill in yourself? With work I love my work. I cannot descrive this happiness
because now I am settled Now I have started understanding Now I want to be
loved, as much as I was even before understanding. Now I want to get appreciated
You always wish that people like your work.
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