He was the one who told me the purpose of my life
You woudn't care for 2 days but then you get anxious that why isn't there any
tension. We have become conditional to stress that if there is no stress, it
means something is not right even our dramas are like this filled with
tragedies. we just want to feel agony all the time but we shouldn't do this,
instead we should do the exact opposite Like I was listening to you that
everyone told you that why are you smiling so much, what did you do? and you
said that I didn't do anything. I was just happy Only some people understand
this thing And I can see the spark in your eyes with which you are listening to
me.
I can see that you are able to relate Yes, because we all have been through
all this but the real thing is that when you have been through all the
tragedies now how long will it take you to get out of it and I didn't want to
come out of it at the age of 30. Some people come out of depression at the age
of 40 But I was like, I need a solution for this life I need a solution for the
hell I am living in. So I am glad that I came out of it quickly and we have
taken stress in every aspect of life Parents have stress about their children,
children have stress about studies, teachers have stress about salaries People
have stress about there electricity bills.
We have made our own lives very
difficult Did you show your house to your father? No he hasn't seen it yet But
I will show it very quickly and your mother? I haven't shown it to her either
obviously like I just told you But because I bought these things just now. Have
you collected things for your house? Yes, I did, because when I bought it, it
was empty I bought a sofa for the first time No, I bought a dining table Where
should I eat food? When I bought the house. I was eating breakfast on the stairs
because there was nothing in the house all that I had in the account, I bought
a house.
So I would eat on the stairs I used to think about all the things that
I needed and wanted to buy So I bought a dining table I bought a sofa then then
I bought stuff for the kitchen. Then I made a gym system I am very fond of
fitness. I think that life is beautiful only if you give sometime to yourself. What colors are there in your house? So the fitness area, is all white the
whole room is white. I tried to not use colors for it When I get up at 6 or 7
years old and when I go into that white room all the plants are seen from the
window. That refreshing thing that I feel If you get up at 7 in the morning and
give yourself 3 to 4 hours the rest of the 12 hours are something else.
We just
fell from the bed I need somebody like you as my guru Really? No no I am very
lazy I am just lost in all the thoughts everyone would say that I am talking
about this but this was told by Dr Alam Start waking up early with the sun. It
makes a big difference Waking up early makes a big difference there is a magic
in it I think it is like that because God, made the system like this Days, are
for work and nights are for sleep and when we change this system So your health
deteriorates I love the sound of the birds in early mornings Are you romantic?
Do you like rain? I just love rain.
When I was coming to your show, it was so
cloudy outside because we don't get to see rain in Karachi and if I find a boy
in my life, I would become romantic but I am romantic. Its not important that
you get romantic only. when there is a boy Romance is normal its inide you. You
don't get happy becaus eof a person. You get happy because of yourself Rain,
butterflies and flowers birds watching the cloud and the stars. Do you read
poems? No I don't understand it Really? You will enjoy it a lot Because it
teaches the ways of life. It has words that like when you were talking about
flying Thats what books really do Books are friends that take you to another
world Read the book, 40 rules of love 40 rules of love by Elif Shafak Read it
Ok.
We will discuss it later Definately. When you are in agony do you understand someone else's pain? that when you experience the same thing and when you look at someone else do you see that he is going through some pain do you go and talk to them? I have seen a lot of boys in our industry because you are also an actress, an exceptional actress you meet so many people. We meet the spot boys and the makeup artists and majority of the girls are earning for their houses a lone. When I get to meet all these girls I can see the agony in their eyes then you notice it on their face and then from their clothing. The personality changes entirely Do you reach out?
I do, but ma'am There are 2 type of people
in this world as far as I know There are those who want to find solutions to
the problems and there are those who just complain but they don't want to get
out of the problems. There are some women who actually enjoy sympathy Hina you
need a lot of strength All these things either its the environment of your
house or violence or if its anything else Man is surrounded by the viciousness
and then you need someone If you had Dr. Alam on your show you are blessed A
lot. When you look back, do you regret anything? or do you feel proud of
yourself? I pat myself I am very proud of my self. I thank God that he gave me a
opportunity to live another life Many girls are there.
who spend their entire
lives in depression many girls escape from such lives For them dying becomes
more easy rather than to struggle and endure 18 year old Hina was very weak
Physically, mentally and emotionally and now 24 year old Hina is very strong. No
can break her So how will be a 30 or 35 year old Hina I think, there is a lot
of energy inside me right now I think when I will be 30 or 35 I will be very
calm and cool. I want to have a warmth in me, that when someone would meet me he
would feel the friendliness. Right now a lot of energy is flowing through me.
when I will be 30 years old I want to be more welcoming to everyone Right now I am sitting on my own target that what I havr to do. When I will get more exprienced And what don't you want to do? Don't want to do? I don't want to hurt anyone and nor do I want to take someone else's stress as simple as that because its one life One chance, one opportunity there is no other life. What is life For me? For me life is being thankful being thankful for everything for all the breaths that I take and the health that I have as simple as that Its about being thankful For me life is cars a good house and after that when you are capable of thinking beyond its not money,
its its nothing its having gratitude for life. Its having gratitude for that one breathe that you getting from here there is no pump inside you or you are not wired. You are constantly breathing Your heart is constantly beating and all the blood that is pumping inside your body and the amount of electricity that is produced inside you every minute and second gratitude for that gratitude for this life. Life is being thankful for me and death? I don't fear death Not at all Not even a bit I am afraid of the flight turbulence. I am aaraid of the way but I don't fear death I just want to ask one thing that where you are today with all this energy and the positivity and you have found yourself Will you be able to handle your mother? Do you have that strength? No, not that Maybe.
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